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11:40 am: so it's been forever...i don't have internet access at my new place yet...and i'm missin it like woa...everything else is going alright...just working and hanging out...rachel and i finished our first story arc for our comic, and are in the process of getting it out there for a test reading...if anyone would like to read it, and give us feedback, let me know. it'd be greatly appreciated.

i'm dyyyying to see batman begins, but friggin the imax theater mark and i went too fucked it up, and the audio wasn't cued up, and they couldn't fix it, so we had to get our money back...i havn't had time to try seeing it again. grrr.

i really don't have much else to report...wait!! one of my friends, chris, from manhattan is gonna be in mass this week so he's gonna come over thursday night...i havn't seen him in almost exactly a year. i miss new york so much.

that's about it...besides school loan shit sucks...still have no clue how im gonna pay for school in the fall...ah well, we shall see. i leave you with a lil thingy i stole from rachel.


start with 100% and subtract 5% for everything that you've done:

1. smoked
2. drank
3. hook up with someone while drunk
4. done drugs
5. given a handjob/gotten a handjob
6. french kissed
7. felt someone up/been felt up
8. given a blow job/gotten a blowjob
9. made out with 2 dif people in a 12 hour period
10. had sex
11. had a threesome
12. watched porn
13. made your own sex tape
14. done any sexual act on a school campus
15. peed on someone's lawn while drunk
16. had sex/messed around in your room while your parents were home
17. had sex/messed around in a public place or somewhere where there was at least one person present
18. gotten caught having a party
19. used sex toys
20. snuck into someone's room/your own room after being out

10%....woa...ha, can you guess what two i havn't done?

01:28 am: im back

okay so its been FOREVER since i last updated...here's the skinny...

~got accepted in to Salem St...gonna major in communications and minor in writing, or create my own major in producing and writing for animation and comics.

~got an apt. with matt in beverly...its really nice and close to the school.

those are the biggies...other than that i've just been hanging out with matt and getting things settled in. i need a new job like woa. oh and i got cast in the dept. show of dracula and everyone hates me for it.

episode 3 and batman begins is almost here!!!

i'm at home right now cuz i gotta paint the deck to make some money towards my car payment.

i just found out that bottomly got engaged this week and that the beverly blockbuster has the 4th and 5th seasons of buffy! totally rad!

oh ya and this makes me so happy:

okay, that's it for now...i leave you with some evidence of my boredom...

( snatched from weetzie bat )

( kidnapped from rachel )

 

08:21 am: so i'm just about ready for my new job...it's nice to wear next to whatever you want to work...just no jeans or sneakers. i really hope this works out, today i start training...but this means i now have 3 friggin jobs...workout club, blockbuster, and now this...so i gotta start cutting back somewhere. i already started workin on gettin mark to take my blockbuster job...and i'm gonna have to work less at the workout club...god, i hope this works out, :-)

in other news i bought me some toys, hehe. a batman begins action figure, and an r2d2 and yoda star wars figures. they'e so cute!

oh! that reminds me, i go my siouxsie and the banshees biography in the mail...now i'm just waiting on the punk rock aerobics manual, and this book with hundreds of pages of glam rockers from this famous photographer...i forget what his name is...heh...pretty famous, right.

other than that, life here is pretty meh...just work, watchin angel, gym and missin the hell outta matt...i'm supposed to see sin city w/mark this week, and go to the 3 w/liz...i also got those audition pieces to memorize...we'll see how that turns out...

okay, so i was going to leave just now for my training when i realized i got ready AN HOUR EARLIER THAN I HAD TOO! for the love of christ...well...i guess i'll still leave and go try to find something productive to do.

09:45 pm: THE BIGGEST NEWS EVER!!!

i'm pregnant!

 

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09:12 am: good day

okay i gotta make this quick, cuz i got work in a sec, but here we go...

i lost 7lbs, and scored myself a $15 dollar an hour job, got a new cellphone...matt also told me about summer auditions at salem state, and i just started gettin the three pieces together...on top of that, i get to see my high school theater's big show tonight...man...these are finally going good for me...

and things are even greater because i get to see matt this weekend :-)

i leave you with the dresden dolls...

god it's been a lovely day

everything's been going my way

i had so much fun today

 i'm on fire...

i picked up the pieces of my broken ego

~the dresden dolls

09:38 pm: the weekend was cool. friday night we paried @ rachels. fun, low key and all together a rad and, well interesting would be an understatement, night.

easter was cool too. we took the metro (which is growing into a fun ride)into boston. it was nice too see matt's mom doin better. then we came back and made dinner n played video games.

today was a gross and busy day. drove back to work, it sucked...i just got back from the gym, and matt is now at bartending school, which i am way jealous of right now. then he's off to axis...so to bide my time and to distract me of any possible wandering eyes on him, i'm delving into the wonderfull world of glam rock.

p.s. i need new eye liner...mines busted...

oh yah, and i am so itchin to move into an apartment w/my man...this summer is goin to be very sweet.

08:58 am: werk sucks
okay so i am all packed for my weekend with matt, but i am so dreading going to work. i mean...yeah, my job is so easy...but it can be the most boring time in the world. i had a dream last night that i brough in a goosebumps book to read to the children in order to inspire them to swim on easter...it was pretty fucked up.

oh, and last night i ordered some very rad books...ended up costin a lil bit more than i wanted to spend w/shippin and handlin and all...buuuuut, i'll be braggin about em when they come in the mail.

my hair is startin to grow back...i hope i can commit to goin all the way this time...bangs down to my mouth...we shall see.

alrighty, i am off too work, then too a tubular weekend of matty rock* lovin...mmm mmm mmm the best kind there is :-)

05:52 pm: cleanin up this cobweb

okay so i apparently never update anymore. my posts had been gettin pretty lame for a while anyway...so here's to a new kinky start...

okay so easter is this weekend...and even though i don't believe in the all holy one or the easter bunny...i made an easter basket for matt anyway...

speakin of matt, he was on spring break last week...which was nice...though he got sick...and then i got sick...which wasn't so nice. but i took him out to see the ring 2...so before i say how i thought the movie was, i'm gonna reinstate my own lil rating system for anytime i mention a watched movie or anything else for that matter...there will be "Oh, So Rad" "Pretty Tubular" "mmmK" and "Castrate Me Please". There...let's see how long that lasts...oh and ya, back to the Ring dos (mmmK)...none to spectacular...matt liked it, but i wasn't a fan.

i don't know why, but i have an addiction of buying rad eighties cassetttes at goodwill...i scored me an adam ant album...a definite way cool find. another score for my old school cassette tape suitcase, and my way back when, brick sized tape player. i want airport headphones soooo badly...i think adam ant has a S&M fetish...he's got a song called "Beat Me" and another song where the chorus goes "who taught ya/who taught ya/how to torture" hehe hawt.

okay enough for now, i'm bored.

btw...if he had gotten knocked up the first night we went out, we'd be papa's today! today is my nine monther w/matty rock*. we're like gay couple veterans...

07:41 am: who wants to teach me how to do a lj cut?
so i had a good, but short weekend w/matt. we hung out, went to harrisons, played scrabble, food shopped, watch teen titans/justice league...thats about it. but it was way fun. he had a long rehearsal on sunday so i went home early. and now, today...there is a lot of snow, so i don't have work. i got paid to call all the parents to cancel classes, though. i wish i could get paid to stay in bed for a fulltime job! so now i'm just hanging out, watchin the second season of buffy.
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08:41 pm: so ya...

i got some pictures developed...annnnnd well...i decided i'm gonna grow my hair back out...i didn't realize how cool it looked! ha despite what a few people thought...i love it, and miss it...you be the judge.

and here is me and my matthew :-)

09:24 pm: blast from the past
so it's been a pretty busy week. i worked 9-6 on monday, 9-9 on tues, then had an MDL conference w/Rachel at 10. today i only worked 9-4 but at 7 i had a 6 am comic conference. we got a lot of great work done, and the new revamp of our website is going to be friggin incredible...but at one point i started lookin for some old things we had worked on and came across a ton of notes from junior high/high school. i read em aloud and it was so hilarious...the night reminded me of how great friends mark and i are, and how we've been friends for eleven years...so crazy. i got some closure on a few issues too, it was great. just...a really great night, altogether...i really miss matthew though...he's partying somewhere in which might potentially be my future place of residency :-).

05:56 am: so i am surrounded by piles and piles of stuff...i did started a very deep cleaning of my room and divided everything up into piles of 'goodwill', 'ebay', 'trash' and 'keep'. Luckily I have a lot of stuff that I could potentially sell on ebay. At least a few hundred worth. I'm selling a ton of dvd's...let me know if you're interested.

In nerdom news...i got batman the animated series volume 2 in the mail yesterday...and superman the animated series volume one is coming this week. then last night at walmart i bought more teen titan figures for matt and i :-)oh ya and...im on the last disc of buffy season one.

speakin' of matt...i can't wait to see him...he doesn't have rehearsal or work this weekend! so i got him all to myself :-) yay.

09:48 pm: update
so...i havn't updated in a while...so let's go...

i just got back from matt's...had a wickid awsome weekend. matt and i had a 'picnic' in his bed and watched the grudge which was...not as good as ju on...on saturday i scored some comics @ harrisons, and then matt and i started developing a board/card/roleplaying game out of battle royale. we played lots of bond: everything or nothing (with my very own memory card i might add! hehe) and started suicide club...which i fell asleep during, but it was freaky as hell! now i'm watchin the first season of buffy :-)

oh, and here's the potential big news...i might be going back to school! i'm applying to matt's school, salem state college. i'm wickid excited :-). matt and i will be able to move into an apartment together...and id be able to be back in school! sweeeet. then when we get degrees we can get real jobs, move into a nicer apt/or house...then get married in mass :-).

that's about if for now...back to buffy!

10:31 pm: ohhh yeah...

i can not fuckin' wait...

05:57 pm:

remember that anti drug video back in the eighties that had ducktales, ninja turtles, alf, garfield and other characters in it? well it appears that there's gonna be another one coming out...about homosexuality!

spongebob, the muppets, barney, dora the explorer, kim possible and others to promote 'gay tolerence'. christians pissed...

checked it out, here.

 

i fuckin hate ignorant christians. get over yourselves you self righteous church goers...i wish there was a hell, so i could condemn you to it.

05:13 pm: what a shitty, shitty day.
so first of all...i slept horrible last night. woke up, and just barely made it to work in time. i get there, and there is a ton of shit left for me to do, so i get cracking...then i get paged down to the pool, where there is a guy w/down syndrome having an episode inside the pool. he is screaming, and slapping noodles and kickboards against the water and the side of the pool. he's throwing his head into the water, and freaking out. everyone has left the pool area, except for a few people who work there, and the handicapped guys aide...who isn't fuckin doing anything! and everyone is lookin at me, like i'm supposed to do something...i told em flat out, i wasn't going in, because he'd drown me in an instant. finally, one of the daycare ladies calmed him down and coaxed him out of the pool.

so after that, i get a chance to do some more work, when the swim team shows up and drags in all this mud and dirt onto the deck from their shoes...i tell them all they have to take em off, and i clean up all the mess...i put the hose away, and turn around...and theres more dirt...tons of it...i kept tellin them to take of their shoes, and the minute i finish cleaning it, someone slips by. i was ripshit, and swore at them. it sucked.

so to top it off, i get home and find out that for the next month matt has rehearsals til 10 on friday nights, then rehearsals 1-5 on saturday and sundays...meanwhile, i can't stay in his apt while he's gone, cuz the security at his school is hardcore. so much for gettin quality time w/him...

my mood has drastically changed from yesterday...

11:23 pm: sweet
i feel so productive today. i worked 10-3, worked out for an hour, then stopped by the supermarket for a few things for a recipe. go home, played some video games, then started cooking a recipe of chinese chicken stir fry...its so friggin good. i made three times the recipe, so i could bring some down to matts this weekend. then after that i, i got a lot done on the second issue of MDL. The first draft will be complete at some point tomorrow. Then I had a conference w/Rachel, and wrapped up issue #1 with her. We're moving right along. I'm so stoked.

so now, I give matt a call. get naked, and then get in bed to fall asleep to the shield.

life's been good today.

11:39 pm:

09:18 pm: so...here i am. watching dogeball, and workin' on MDL issue #2. worked a way too long day and came home to boredom, cuz matt went back to school. i miss him so much, already. but we made it through one semester, i know we'll make another, no problem. although, it will be nice to visit on weekends again, and get to sleep in his arms again. :-).

we saw elektra yesterday...matt didn't really want to, but i had two free admissions...and well...we both ended up liking it. jennifer garner is so rad.

speakin of superhero whatnots...batman the animated series volume 2 and superman the animated series volume 1 comes out next tuesday! sweeeet.

alright...breaktime is over, back to MDL.

12:50 am: happy new year...

got a new icon...made it myself...copyin, pastin and instertin text never was so rad...

i spent my new year drinking a whole bottle of white wine at matthews, eating buffalo wings, spicy steak fries and pita bread chips while watchin april fools day, my bloody valentine and the redeemer...then we watched the ball drop, and i crashed on the couch...it was way fun.

today we hung out, then we came back to my place, cuz my parents invited matt over for dinner...it went really well, we were both really nervous at first...the food and conversation went over really well...then we played cranium!! so much fun! im so glad i bought that game...though seeing my dad hum 'like a virgin' and act out the word 'cocktail dress'...was a wee bit strange...then matt and i went to borders books and i got me a batman novel. yay...we went to the theater to see if we wanted to see anything but it was way to crowded...so hopefully we'll catch blade3 tomorrow. i really, really wanna see it on the big screen.

okay...time to get started on all my lots n lots of new years resolutions...